7th October 2022
Today I am feeling a mixture of emotions because the multi disciplinary doctors team have deferred my operation. The team did not get consensus on my pending operation. Some doctors wanted further investigation, exploring more deeply Thyroid Cancer.
Feels like we have taken two steps back especially after dreaming the night before about having my neck opened up and feeling the trauma around this nightmare, then to be told the operation will not go ahead. I began to feel deflated with the news from the doctor however, they are proposing for me to meet with a new doctor who will explore getting a deeper sample from my neck by using fine needles before moving down the route of an neck operation.
When I reflect on what the multi disciplinary team are advising, the opportunity for a second opinion before the need for the worst case scenario which is opening up my neck then the overall news to pause sounds like a good move.
The song, I need by Maverick Sabre's resonates with my needs today. I need something good, I need blue skies and I need sunshine to lighten how are am feeling and get me to refocus on something new.
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